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Our Mama, is my Maternal Grandmother, whom is my GREATEST
INSPIRATION I ever met in this lifetime. Her passing shattered my world. Although quick, and unexpected, as she had always
wished for, it left all who knew her, in shock, and dumbfounded. This woman had the largest impact on my life, and taught
me so many many lessons. The first being "Unconditional Love", she was so interested, and supportive of my spiritual work.
The last time I saw her, we both knew it would be the last
physical time, so in saying "Good bye", she said to me, "this is not good bye, for you shall see me in you mind, and
we will still talk"
For many years I never went a day with out speaking to Mama on the phone,
or seeing her in person, when I lived in Canada. We spent hours on the phone, and many letters between us, once I moved down
south. She visited and stayed with me many times, with each baby born, etc.
In the past few years, I have many regrets, as the busyness of life with
5 children, I lost my continual contact with her, and for this, I will never forgive myself. AS she was a very Precious Gift
from God, to me. There is a large void in my life, and there is not a day that goes by, that I do not shed a tear for
her.
So this page is my Tribute to her, and for you all to know that, I too
understand the depths of your pain of loss of someone so loved, and so dear to ones heart. That you never think they won't
ever NOT BE THERE.
If it were not for this wonderful, giving, loving person, I would not
be the person I am today, nor would I be where I am today. We share a bond that is eternal, and she quickly found a way to
communicate to me....So I know she is with me all the time. However, her physical presence is sadly missed by many, especially
my children. We keep her memory so alive, by talking about her every day.....But MAMA, WE MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND YOU ARE SO
GREATLY LOVED.
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